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Showing posts with label present. Show all posts
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

stREEt liGHts


Yea its another kanye songs but I like it n i dnt care wat no one has 2 say, lol. But I been going through alot since my bday. It seems like wen i turned a yr older i got a yr worth of bad news and bad things happen to me. It has ben really hard, but guess wat the moments have passed and the events as well. Because of these things happening to me I am a stronger person. Now i do have to give credit to my best friends (better known as the cheetah girls, also known as my wife and my mistress lmao). The have been there for me and supported me and sat right nxt 2 me as the shit was going down. They even helped me move outta one place n n2 another. They were there wen i was being blamed for shit I didnt do and even wen i was gettin messages frm a very dirty person. But like kanye song say those moments go by so fast just like being in a car and seeing strret lights pass on the streets. Its like moments n time passing you by. Damn that go hard. I was in the car the other day looking out the window on the interstate and it all clicked. There they were all the bad moments passing me and there I was leaving them behind me never to see them again. They are moments in my life.......street lights on the highway of my life! After I pass those lights I will come up to new and ones n this time they will be brighter and maybe I'll slow down so I can actually admire them!!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

sitting here thinking

about the past. You know the past is a crazy thing. Even though there maybe many things in the past that we may regret EVERYTHING, and I do mean everything ladies n gentlemen, makes us who we are. Now in my case there are things about myself that I hate. I blame the past for these things. Like, for instance, it is very hard for me to trust what guys say out their mouth. I mean I really want to, but my ex hurt me so bad that he basically ruined it for every other person I try to get with, or even try and get with me. Its crazy how that works. Now I'm sitting here thinking that every guy that I ever talk to will be a liar and cheater because I had bad experiences. The past is what makes us and shapes us. Even though there are things I hate there are also things I love. I love the fact that I have very high standards for people I date. I am a strong believer in chivlry and jsut being sweet. I do thank my ex for that because regardless of the situation he usually was a gentlemen.
I mean I'm like most girls. I love love point blank. I love being in love and having that significant other to count on and trust in. It's just really hard to find a person that is on the same level as you are. I really truely believe that there is smebody out there for everybody, but maybe God forgot to make my special somebody. Maybe I'm destined to be a single woman forever. Maybe i should be with my daughter forever just us two until she finds her husband. Then I will get a dog lol to take care of and occupy my time.


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